Open Piper's heart to reveal
That part which only Phoebe feels
Send it back from whence it came
Don't protect her from the pain
"I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I would die. "
Before you,
Every day was a mountain I had to climb,
and so I stood ready, sterile; anxious to make it through. Terrified of the day I couldnt do it again.
Since you,
Every day is just one more step in the path, horrible or wonderful,it doesnt matter. Tomorrow will bring something new.
I know Ive been throwing up mountains where there was barely a bump. I know I act irrational and insane and leave you scratching your head. I had forgotten what life was like when you could just be in the moment, content and curious, just watching the days roll by. I need a struggle, I need to control as much as possible so life cant sneak up behind me.
Somewhere in me though is someone who loves you very much! Who looks forward to seeing you, who loves coming home to you and who has no vision of a future where you're not at his side. I promise... someday I will yank that boy out of his hole and let him live in the sunlight with you. Until then, I just wanted to say thank you for trudging along after me and being willing to climb my imaginary mountains. I love you
Imzadi
I cannot see our future clear
Or think beyond this cloud
I think the hardest part in this
Is never knowing why,
I have to be courageous
And I have to say goodbye.
For if I let myself admit
It’s time to let you go;
I’d have to face reality
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